Hey Im Cay =]

Embrace me Baby.

Saturday, January 31, 2009


Today ii just feel like im in a shytty mood. I dnt kno.... it just feels like everything is bothering me. One min. im happy && smilin the next im bytchin and jus mad, && im not even on the cycle. I feel like everything is just goin so wrong......when at one time my world was iight. I guess ii worry to much, im bout to graduate high school in June and ii should be jumpin for joy, but then again its like everythings being rushed. I gotta figure out what school ii wanna go to, what ii actually wanna do, im just so damn confused && frustrated. Then theres dumb silly females that are just out to ruin peoples lives, but dnt succeed,ii cant even fade it. I blame it on the teenage years, soon as ii turned 16 my whole life changed, for better and for worst, dnt get me wrong ii love beein a teen, but damn its hard wrk.

Thursday, January 29, 2009


So ii tld yall ii loved weave, aint no shame in my game so ii put it back in my hair last Monday the 19th. I love the big curly hair look, im hoping to get a little more growth with my natural hair. Mabe one day my hair can look like this.
Its something about a black and white picture that just stands out to me its like they show no color but still seem to make a big statement. IDK....... random

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Big hair, dnt care!

Natural Hair, dnt you just LOVE it?!
Wakeema Hollis is just like dat, shes BEAUTIFUL!

Tuesday, January 27, 2009


The reflection of imperfection, but through flaws n all still beautiful. At times your worst enemy can be yourself.....look beyond what u see in the mirror.

Sunday, January 25, 2009


Why does it seem like the Fedz are always out to get me. Ive been pressed out bout 5 times at the age of 17, && ii never have nuthin on me. Every time ii see a fed car ii cringe, cus ii cant stand them. Instead ov worrying about rape && murder victims, they rather press you out for bein a minor && bein out past curfew, or just bein at the wrong place at the wrong time. Like for real that's some bullshit. I swear they think they above the law. Then they always come bout 6 cars deep, for no reason, then disrespect you, but when you say somethin back you in the wrong. I dont get.

Thursday, January 22, 2009


And when you looked into his eyes you swore you saw yourself too. The reflection of imperfection but through flaws n all still beautiful. You saw what he did not see and realized what he failed to notice. You were him, just in women form. You put together the pieces that he missed, which were left on purpose for you to fix. And even when it seem the resemblance starts to fade away, you both realized that love made the reflection stay.
Everyday is a struggles, but still we progress 2004.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009


Lets give it up for our NEW improved 44th president Barack Obama!!! Change has been made =]

&& if you didnt see Notorious this weekend go see it.....it was great! Lil Kim cant even be mad about how she was portrayed in the movie, hey thats how she was, st8 like dat. Over all ii liked it && wouldnt mind seeing it again. Good job actors!

Thursday, January 15, 2009


WHAT CAN II SAY..... Da girl looks gud in black. Rihanna never looks a mess. Check her out!
Rihanna's style is not even hard to achieve, mix a lil rocker with chic and you got it. No wonder Chris Brown cant leave her alone everything about her screams confidence, from what she wears to the way she carries herself. She doin her, && ii love that about her.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Recognize REAL.

Lately ive been havin alot ov problems with just FAKE females. Its like the closes ones to u will do u dirty, so if thats the case then at the end ov the day who can u trust? Ive come to realize that females are slick, shady, && tlk to much.....well some, or the ones ive come across. I feel like females are slackin now days on keepin it 100, just be real. BE YOURSELF, cause at the end ov the day thats all you got. && because ov what ive learned with dealin with females, ii choose not to mess with so many && thats just how ii feel.

Friday, January 9, 2009

NATURAL HAIR BEAUTIES. My hair inspirations!! Lauryn Hill, Erykah Badu, Bre, YaYa && Denise Vasi.
Ive been getting alot ov questions on my natural hair so here are the main ones:

  • What products do u use on ur hair?
Carols Daughter products, IC styling gel, && Olive Oil hair spray.

  • How does ur hair curl?
Well depending on ur hair texture it just comes natural, but ii wash && condition then use my denmen brush && IC gel to define the curls.

  • How long did u transition?
about 8 or 9 months.

  • When did u BC?

Feel free to send me a message with any questions useing my CBOX. It makes it easier for me to answer them.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Im usually a big fan ov weave....ii love it! Weave is basically the reason ii have so much length now after about 8 or 9 months. Just because ive decided to go natural does not mean ii wont weave it up once in a while.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009


Thursday, January 1, 2009


HAPPY NEW YEARS. New year New you. Make a Change =] Me && this guy, he all ii need in dis life ov sin.......&& we gon make it another year together.