Hey Im Cay =]

Embrace me Baby.

Friday, February 27, 2009

Hair Color

Guess wat ii dyed my hair on the 20th, ii did it myself!! && ii love how it turned out. So here are some pics of the color and my texture. My hairs been growin like crazy =]

Friday, February 20, 2009

Give it time....

idk mann.
Sometimes ii feel like im in this relationship by myself,
when ii kno im not, but it just feels dat way.
&& at times as females we let our emotions get the best of us,when 4real it aint even all that serious. Like 4 example. I called my dude today when ii got outta skool,he was askin what ii was doin, so ii said the same thing you doin,which was nothin.....so it gets silent, so he goes ima call u back, im like nigga ii just got on the phone wit u, ii hate when he act BRAND NEW. I cant even fade dat shyt so ii just hung up on him. && 4real its not even the fact that he said he was gon call me back, its da fact that its been like dat all this week. Idk. ii jus dnt feel like dealin wit his BS.....its like ii sense the hostility in the air, && thats not like us at all. I mean ii kno no relationship is perfect, but it just feels like somethings not rite.....and it blows me. We will be fine thoe, thats my man we like best friends its been 4 years && at the end of the day we love eachother no less.

Monday, February 16, 2009


This is my first Puff! All ii did to my hair was co-wash, let it air dry and put my hair in a puff! I swear im the cutest lil thing! Im so proud of my hair. Im not sure if you can see the strip of color on the side, but anyway ii thought it would come out brighter but it didnt, so in order to get the color brighter im going to have to lift/bleach it alil. When ii do it ill post pics.

Thursday, February 12, 2009


Sorri Ive been gone for a while. In one of my later post ii tld you all ii had put some weave in my hair on Jan. 19th, ii took my tracks out on the 9th of Feb. so here is an update ov my hair length check. So far Ive been all natural for 1 month 3 weeks and 4 days I'm press! These pics were taken 2.10.09.


Wednesday, February 4, 2009


How does love feel when it actually hurts?
When you've done all you can, but it just fails to work.
Blinded by the truth, but forced to hear it instead
you saw it comin now your hearts shot dead.
Feelin that you lost, but you actually won,
pain now gone, heart made one.
But blame it on yourself you chose to fall in love
that's what it entailed to bad you failed, but blame it on him too,
he the one that lost you, all your tears so many years,
it took you awhile to finally conquer your fears.